Figuring things out, trying out new things. We have just been friend zoned, heavy hearts dropped into the muddy sea. That one had potential and yet this may in turn be the equal and opposite direction which is needed.
And so we begin another week of searching the soul, Serge doesn’t know what to do with you anymore. You the self of loathsomeness that lacks the testicular fortitude of eunuchs of the Eastern regime of Guadalupe. The tales that we read and the stories that we spin has been unspun, like a yarn played by those playful kittens.
Currently Serge has been listening to Darren Hayes and he loves this particular song that is from Darren’s Secret Codes and Battleships album. The lyrics for this song is meaningful and Serge loves this particular verse;
you be a brave heart I’ll be a lion’s roar and love surrenders to win the war
With salutations and congratulations to Timothy who has successfully use memes to proposed to his long time love of his life Audrey. We here at the Broken Mirror, knows about the two on an acquaintance-esque level and are happy to see them two hitch (finally!).
And so in this week made of 35mm and pixelated thievery; two events which Serge attended of which the first was the KL 48 Hour Film Festival Award that was held at Zouk KL. The secondary event was more of supportive type role, to give cheerful and courageous courage to one young belle who has the curves.
For the award ceremony, it was an invite by Red FM. The people who he thought would be there was actually in Penang for the launching of the Penang Performing Arts Center. With no one that he knows there, Serge felt a sense of relieved until he remembered that Red FM called him.
48 Hours of madness, 2880 minutes that was worth it and worth indeed the effect caused by it. Friday the 14th of October, Serge celebrated his friend’s birthday which happened 4 days prior. That was Jeremy‘s official birth date, but since it was not the weekend, it was hard to celebrate it with his mates; thus Jeremy held it on the 14th. Unknown to those who were there, Serge’s birth date was on that very Friday and thus a secret self-celebration occurred on that night.
The location of the celebration was split into two areas at the same venue, part one was at Chilli’s and part two was at Brotzeit and both was at Midvalley. Like we said, two areas, one venue. Traffic from Serge’s location to Midvalley was downtrodden with an unusual traffic but he manage to arrive, but not at his usual early timing. Familiar faces was seen. He then ate a nice juicy burger that should have had more bacon.
Chasing that person a some muddy trail, falling and bruising the knees but standing up and moving forward just to see that person. A ring on the finger, never will the person be theirs forever more but we still chase just to see that person who has changed life of others. Dangerous to pursue and deathly to keep still, if we sat down nothing will happen and if we ran after and tried to conquer; who will be the one that will get hurt?
And so the chapter of October begins and this is the second day of the month. A month filled with emotions, filled with turmoil and filled deep with stigmatized hands and feet and of a third eye that has gone blind to a jumper; who in turned was a cheeky cherry cola of lost souls to part the seas of Abram and Ramon. We wrote, he wrote and murdered occurred in a blink of click, for in an instance time stood still.
There should never be goodbyes, there should never be a need to say “So long” or even to say “Farewell” to our friends, to our neighbors and to our family and especially to those who are close to us like a kin. These words of goodbye, so long, farewell is like a scissors severing a knot. We should never say those words at all for it seems that we will never return to the place where we belong. A place where we grew up in both in heart and soul can never be severed.
Ahhh~~ and with his cup of tea down and cigarette in between his fingers, Serge exhale a luminous smoke trail as he smiled quietly in this little heart of his. Once in life of a millenia ago; Serge had spoken about those who are young and those who are wise and those who are both. He had spoken about a paradox of which the elder will throw a reed of defiance and to use that reed to slap the proper law upon Serge.
there will always be those smarter and wiser than you; and they can be younger too. so know when to listen and when to be heard. ~@dustyhawk
Was at cousin‘s place for an open house cum birthday party of hers. “Cousin” as both Serge and her shares the same family name but we ain’t blood related (hopefully). First open house for the Eid Fitr season and in this house that feels like a home, can he see the true spirit of Malaysia. A few good friends that Serge sees, uncles, aunties here and there and although cousin’s place isn’t big but the home feel was bigger than the sun.