leaving it behind
maybe the matron and the older sibling was right. maybe he is just an abuser of his own power. maybe because he thinks he is all powerful that he has the right to abuse his power to take for granted what cannot be taken granted upon. sad part is, as he reviews his own life, the way he does things…he will and with many regrets be forced to admit of his abusiveness. not in the sense of physical domination,but in that of the psychological sense.
taking for granted the people who makes serge, serge. his parents, his other half, hisself. so sorry for all of this is what he would like to say. he wants to really he does. come to think of it…he needs to be alone all over again.
thus maybe he should leave her before both hearts break. that is why maybe he will. but he doesn’t want to see her cry again. oh sweet god, what is he to do ? what do you want him to do ? Serge needs to find his -self-
good times will last forever, as long as the heart keeps it. The people, places and items may and can disappear from your life. just keep it in the heart. then the good times will last forever.